sighs.

2012-01-16T17:50:00.000-08:00

So here I am in Colorado again. This week has been both lovely and distressing. School is royally fucking me over, and it's looking as though that may be opening the door to me moving here on a permanent basis. That would be a wonderful thing, I think. Master certainly seems to think so as well, but that should come as no surprise.

I made Jacquie a red velvet cake from scratch today. I hope it is edible, though I have no idea if it will be or not. Master is currently fixing dinner and I need to go deal with the frosting before it decides it's going to misbehave. Blah. I need to write more... to get some more of my thoughts down and see if I can sort out part of where my head is so that maybe the next time he asks me what's wrong, I can answer properly and give him the explanation he wants and deserves. For now, though, I need to find something to eat!

Just some thoughts.

2011-12-01T13:44:00.000-08:00

I'm somewhat surprised that the one who holds my heart hasn't asked me to do this for him yet. Putting my thoughts down in words has always been easier for me to do, but with being in law school, sometimes that isn't the wisest course of action. I'm well aware that he wants to know how my mind works at any given point in time so that he can better understand where I'm coming from... so I think I am going to use this on days when I can't get my feelings across as quickly or as easily as I would like and just link him... so that he knows there's something to pay attention to and we can move on from there.

I see him in a week and I cannot wait. I am still amazed at how easy it is to be with him. It's like breathing... and just like breathing, I can't imagine my life without him.

Where the wind goes

*sighs.*

Just some thoughts.

sighs.